~seribu satu kenangan...

assalamualaikum... aku malas nak update cerita.. jd aku nak update gambar2 baru saja...gambar2 ni aku ambik sepanjang sem ni..sem5..wohoo!!

comel..hahaha..

cantek..

 

housemate!!

 

aku & yon..

nini & awan nano..

comel..

 

nini coklat celup..celup celup..

zani, wani & lan...

criminal fever..

3 dara pingitan..

unimas gemilang....

again..unimas gemilang!!

aku & wani..

aku dan nini

amalina y cantek..

zani y sot2..

masa birthday amal..

hujan lebat pun turun kuliah jugak...

planning family day..

zani & yon..

ini aku!!

 

 

 

tamat sudah episod gambar..bersambung di lain hari y merajinkan diri ini m'update blog lagi..cewahh!!

~happy birthday mum..,

I was a foolish little child
Crazy things I used to do
And all the pain I put you through
Mama now I’m here for you
For all the times I made you cry
The days I told you lies
Now it’s time for you to rise
For all the things you sacrificed
Oooh
If I could turn back time rewind
If I could make it undone I swear that I would
I would make it up to you
Oooh
If I could turn back time rewind
If I could make it undone I swear that I would
I would make it up to you
Mom I’m all grown up now
I’ts a brand new day
I’d like to put a smile on your face everyday
Mom I’m all grown up now
And it’s not too late
I’d like to put a smile on your face everyday
You know you are the number one for me
You know you are the number one for me
You know you are the number one for me
Oh oh
number one for me
Now I finally understand
That famous line
About the day I’d face in time
Coz now I have a child of mine
Even though I was so bad
I’ve learnt so much from you
Now I’m trying to do it too
Love my kids the way you do
Oooh
If I could turn back time rewind
If I could make it undone I swear that I would
I would make it up to you
Oooh
If I could turn back time rewind
If I could make it undone I swear that I would
I would make it up to you
Mom I’m all grown up now
I’ts a brand new day
I’d like to put a smile on your face everyday
Mom I’m all grown up now
And it’s not too late
I’d like to put a smile on your face everyday
You know you are the number one for me
You know you are the number one for me
You know you are the number one for me
Oh oh
number one for me
There is no one in this world
That can take your place
Oooh I’m sorry for ever taken you for granted
I will use every chance I get
To make you smile
Whenever I’m around you
Now I will to try to love you
Like you love me
Only God knows how much you mean to me
Oooh
If I could turn back time rewind
If I could make it undone I swear that I would
I would make it up to you
Oooh
If I could turn back time rewind
If I could make it undone I swear that I would
I would make it up to you
Mom I’m all grown up now
I’ts a brand new day
I’d like to put a smile on your face everyday
Mom I’m all grown up now
And it’s not too late
I’d like to put a smile on your face everyday
The number one for me
The number one for me
The number one for me
Oh oh
Number one for me
(Maher Zain_Number One for Me)

Final Year Project~~

alhamdulillah..sangat2 bersyukur sebab diberi peluang sampai final year sekarang ni..
kiranya..bakal m'habiskan tahun pengajian xlama lagi..insyaAllah jika xda apa2 halangan..
sekarang ni memang tengah sibuk dengan fyp..ya la..nama pun dh final year..
sem y sangat2 mencabar..kekurangan bajet memang masalah utama la sbg pelajar ni..
fyp aku sekarang pasal pertanian kt Serian..daerah kecil kt Sarawak..pendek kata tu adalah tmpt kpg halaman aku..
aku pilih tajuk ni sebab tu memang dh mcm fenomena semulajadi kat setiap kawasan..pertanian--> nadi kehidupan masyarakat setempat...apatah lagi kt kawasan perkampungan..
innallah ma'ana..semoga segala urusan ku dipermudahkan..amin.. ^^

kata-kata mampu merosakkan segalanya..
ya lah..iya mampu merosakkan hubungan..baik hubungan persahabatan mahupun kekeluargaan..
manusia yang suka menghamburkan kata-kata yang menyakitkan hati tanpa berfikir umpama manusia berhati haiwan..
sedangkan haiwan lagi mulia berbanding manusia durjana..(sangat sakit hati sekarang ni)
wahai manusia2 y berkata2 kesat tanpa berfikir.."kamu sangat pandai merosakkan hubungan persaudaraan kita"..
jika hendak meluahkan isi hati pun, xperlu la sampai 1 dunia tahu..siap bagitau nama pulak tu..fuh!!! sakit nya hati ni Allah ja y tahu...
kalau ya pun..siasat la dulu..ni x..terus2 dengan firasat sendiri y tak masuk dek akal..ke kamu xde akal???
tolong la..cermin diri sebelum menilai orang lain...

sesuatu y berguna..mungkin boleh jadi rujukan...

WHAT IS ENVIRONMENT?
•Why is it crucial?
•Crucial for who/what?
•Whose is it & who has responsibilities over it?
•Theory/concepts on Environment, Ecology, Ecosystem

So the environment has the:
-physical and chemical components; & living organisms
-Both are essential for the well-being of human species and earth as a whole, supplying humanity with indispensable and irreplaceable services, such as direct resources (renewable and non-renewable) in: wood, sand, stones etc for construction
-food, medicines, clothing materials etc
-Sun, water etc

Living system also provide functional services like maintaining the balance mix of gases, generating and preserving soils, recomposing of waste, restoring disturbed system, control pests, cycling of nutrients, and pollinating crops.Thus human existence as we know is highly dependent on maintaining the living environment and the interactions between living organisms and the physical/chemical components of earth.

this is note i got from my lecturer...for Environmental Demention & Development subject... =)
hope it can be useful for reading!!!

friend & lover's..

apa perbezaan ant 2 perkataan d atas?
ikut kamus memang ada perbezaan kan..
utk sy, "sahabat baik" sy adalah kwn & kekasih sy jgk..why?

dia 'teman terbaik'

i love him 'cz of what exactly he are..

fikir & jawab sendiri...yang pasti..dia sgt teristimewa dlm hidup sy.. =)

i love this song..the lyrics..the way they sing and the music..

Love Light_CNBlue

when i look at you my face gets red
when i see you my heart goes thump thump
i talk with shyness like a kid
when i look at you i just smile out of nowhere
like a fool I keep doing that
I think love came to me
You’re the president of my heart
You’re my chests’ star embroider
I’m Genie for you girl
You make me stop breathing
whatever you want
because i love you
There’s no reason for my love you know
you’re a darling
you’re more beautiful than the stars above in the night sky
the shining thing deep inside my heart
my own love light
i love you darling
give me light next to me whenever
every night i look at you
and you’re beautiful even when i look at you
you’re my love light
when i see you i feel like im up on the clouds
it may be immature but i keep doing this
i tihnk love came to me
you’re a darling
you’re more beautiful than the stars above in the night sky
the shining thing deep inside my heart
my very own love light
i love you darling
give me light next to me whenever
every night i look at you
and you’re beautiful even when i look at you
you’re my love light
you’re lovely
you’re mroe blinding than the sunlight up in that sky
you shine the dark places inside my heart
my own love light
i love you lovely
even if i close my eyes i see you
looking at you like this
you’re still blinding even when i see you
you’re my love light

raya oh raya...

sekarang dh raya ke4...
ahaha..mau semgu dh cuti ni..
raya..meriah wei...
tema tahun ni...pink..
satu family bkumpul..best..walaupun ada adik bradik yg xdpt balik kpg...
sy cuma da ambik gmbr sy ja..malas..

raya jumpa anak kucing baru...comel sgt..

ramadhan datang lagi...

ahlan wa sahlan ya ramadhan..
ya Allah..ku mengharapkan Ramadhan kali ini penuh makna..
agar dapat ku lalui dengan sempurna..
berikan lah aku kekuatan utk menempuh bulan ini dengan keinsafan..
ya ramadhan..penghulu segala bulan...

final exam habis...kuliah intersem bermula.. ^__^

seminggu sy habis exam suda..know what? sedar x sedar dah hampir 2 tahun sy jd pelajar unimas..and i still have another 1 year to finish my study here..i'm glad n im happy for these.. harap semuanya berjalan lancar..i hope my result for this semester would be great than the past...n today..i'll start my intersem!! hahaha..padahal baru ja habis exam..dh start kuliah lagi..kali ni sy ambil subjek pelengkap dari fakulti lain..dear Allah..be this semester as good as other day.. ^^ i got good news from my mum!! she said she will be here (in samarahan) this coming 27th June!! can't wait for that day..

final exam mode..!!

another 4 days to go..final exam mode activate!!
all the best for any friends y akan sama duduk exam nanti..
go..go..go..

 haha..terlebih semangat dh ni..
harapnya bekalan y dibawa tok final ni mencukupi sudah..insyaAllah..
lagi..lagi..good luck exam!!

 study week mau habis dah..
final exam mari sudah..
apa2 pun..i know i can do it!!
will do my best..
mcm tu jgk utk sapa2 y bakal menduduki final exam mggu depan..
lebih2 lagi tok student2 UNIMAS!!! (^^)v

the moment i'll miss..

it's my first time to join with this kind of dinner.."Dinner WA22 FSS"..at first, i'm not interested actually..but then..i want to support the programmed that held by my friend..that's why i join this dinner..guess what?? i thought it just an ordinary dinner..yet..it's extraordinary!! i enjoying myself there..performance by performance by my friends..best!! i didn't have picture for this dinner..but..i get 1 from my friend.. here it's.. ^^, 

both of us..a candid picture actually..

innALLAH ma'ana..

bulan mei suda!! haaa..bukan hepy sebab bulan ni..tp..sebab segala urusan aku sepanjang semester ni berjalan lancar..tipu la kalo aku kata xda masalah kan..memang ada..tp aku x risau..sebab..innALLAH ma'ana..sahabat juga sentiasa bersama aku..begitu juga kakak & adik aku..x lupa juga pada parents aku.. ^^ syukur..asgment xbyk lagi tggl..rasa2 ada 7 lagi tu..ALHAMDULILLAH juga sebab kawan2 aku jd seperti dahulu lagi..walaupun x 100%..sekurang-kurangnya masa kebersamaan kami tetap bersama.. ^^ baguskan.. ni dah masuk awal bulan mei..maksudnya..dh hujung2 sem dah ni..aha..pokai.. :P apa y aku nak sampaikan sebenarnya...xlama lagi final exam laa..tu jgk bermakna..berakhirnya semester 2 sesi 2011/2012 sebagai pelajar tahun 2 kt UNIMAS..sem depan jd final year student suda.. :P makin byk la tugasan nanti..dengan PTA lagi..tapi..aku xkesah..Allah kan sentiasa bersama aku..
*mak..rindu nya nk balik rumah.. (padahal rumah xjauh mana pun..:P)

everyone change..

kali ni bia sy membahasakan diri sy sbg 'aku' pulak..
aku mulakan dgn kata2 MOHON MAAF PADA Y BAKAL TERASA..
lebih2 lagi pada org2 y mengenali aku..
semua org akan berubah??? yes or no???
terang tangtang la kita akan berubah kan.. x kira la berubah dari segi apa..
sama la dgn org2 y terdekat dgn aku..semua nya berubah..
aku sgt bangga dgn perubahan mereka..positif la kan..
tapi..satu lagi perubahan y sgt ketara berlaku dlm family kecik aku..
100% dh tak mcm mula2 kenal dulu..
kurang masa kebersamaan kami dah..
kalau ada masalah pun masing2 bawa haluan sendiri..
apa la guna kawan kalau ada masalah tp xtak share..
dah tu cakap kwn2 x ambil berat la..rasa "forever alone" la..rasa terasing la...
agaknya salah sapa?? DIRI SENDIRI la wei...
bila ada aktiviti pulak masing2 ada reason xdpat ikut serta..(x salah pun kalau xnk join)
tapi..jgn la ingat y aktiviti tu bosan..belum cuba kita x tau bosan or tidak..
apa y penting adalah "MASA KEBERSAMAAN KITA"..
itu y akan menjamin sama ada kita akan bosan atau tidak..
aku bukan nak sakitkan hati sapa2..aku cuma luahkan apa y aku rasa..
sedih sebab org2 y aku sayang semakin menjauhkan diri..masing2 bawa hal sendiri..
memang la kita ada 'private time' utk diri sendiri..tapi..ahh..biar lah..
kalau masa boleh d undurkan semula..aku nak sgt org2 y aku sayang ni erat & rapat seperti dulu..

~when i feel down....

at this time, im still waiting for my next class..Project Planning & Management..just before..maybe 30 minutes ago.. suddenly this unrealistic, idiot, confusing, kind of feeling arise.. i dunno why..should i figure it up?? a friend said..

"Kita hidup memiliki dua pilihan iaitu Memilih atau Dipilih ...

Jika kamu Memilih..pilihlah yang Terbaik buat kamu ...
Dan jika Dipilih, maka jadilah yang Terbaik buatnya ...
Dan jangan pernah melihat seseorang dari fizikalnya ...
Kerana suatu saat fizikal itu pasti akan berubah seiring berjalannya waktu....tapi lihatlah seseorang itu dari hati dan sifatnya.."

aish...now im mumbling..dunno what actually n my mind..the i expected for today doesn't going well..everything been messed up..huwaaaa!! 'Honourable' day..please be kind to be.. >,< 

~assignment+yon+hb sayang.....

hari ni sy terima byk assignment baru..
=.= byk nya...pening2..pusing2..
social theory, project planning, social inquiry, application in computer planning!!
blurrr...
tapi da hari y best ni kan..time sibuk2 dgn keja n study.. da housemate y sibuk pulak buat apam!!
haha..utk bzday teman dia la..
sy pun menyubuk jgk buat2 apam nih..
1st time buat la nih..

ni apam y sy buat..comel kan..^^,

then..apam ni buat kan sy teringat ngn 'sahabat' sy nih...
hari tu bzday dia..tp..sy xde apa2 pun nak kasi..wish him a good day ja..

hee..ni dia..alamak..gmbr ni kabur la pulak..selamat hari lahir sayang..

okay2..berbalik pada assignmen y menimbun tadi..wlpn byk & pening..tu dh jadi perkara biasa..
ya la kan..kalau xde assgment, bukan pelajar 'u' la kan..alah bisa tegal biasa..^^..
take positive..semangat!! bulih bha kasi siapkan on time nih...ya2..tu ja..adios..amigos...

selamat hari lahir sayang..

selamat ulang tahun kelahiran y ke 22 syg..
may Allah bless u always..
sayang kamu ketat2!!

minggu y indah??

indah ka?? mana da.. satu minggu y umpama natural disaster.. penat dgn kuliah.. penat dgn karenah manusia..
sejenis perasaan y kucar-kacir jugak muncul.. rasa rimas.. rasa benci.. meluat.. loya nak muntah dgn manusia y tak reti menghargai usaha orang lain.. manusia.. manusia y menjengkelkan.. rasa kekurangan dlm diri..rendah diri.. diabaikan.. sangat menyakitkan hati.. kalau la ni adalah satu cerita dongeng, pasti cerita ni akan berakhir dengan happy ending.. tapi ni realiti sebuah kehidupan.. kenapa hadir manusia-manusi seperti ni.. kan baik kalau dalam dunia ni semua manusia adalah baik2 ja.. tapi.. kalau ni y berlaku, bukan satu kehidupan la namanya.. hanya dunia fantasi khayalan sy.. apa y sy dh mengarut ni? ahh.. ingat ni sesi meluahkan perasaan kot... sy x pandai nak tegur kesilapan orang.. sebab sy sendiri banyak kekurangan.. ya la.. mana da manusia y perfect.. cuma satu ja y harapkan... dihargai dan tidak diabaikan.. *sakitnya perasaan tersebut hanya Allah y tahu...

sem 2, sesi 2011/2012..

seminggu dh sesi kuliah sem baru bermula..

boleh sy simpulkan y sem baru ni sangat mencabar..

jadual padat..

xtau nak update mcm mana lagi..

kelas setiap hari bermula jam 8 pagi dan habis menjelang petang..

arrr...statistics..please be nice to me.. >,<!

mau buat y terbaik bha sem ni..

insyaAllah..semua akan berjalan lancar..amin...

permulaan y baru~

ni sy nak kongsi cita sikit..
20hb Feb ni akan masuk sem baru..
sem 2 sesi 2011/2012 bagi student2 UNIMAS..
satu lagi permulaan y baru utk segalanya..
nahhh...sem ni jadual padat habis..
1st time da kelas sampai malam..
lebih teruk lagi da 7 subject y d ambik..
apa-apa pun..sy harap sem ni akan berjalan lancar & dipermudahkan segalanya..
yess!! sy yakin sy boleh..
takat tu ja cita y sy nak kasi tau..
i'm off duluan ya..^^

:: kehilangan ::

hampir 2 mgu sudah d brunei.. mgu ni d limbang pula.. petang nanti balik brunei lagi.. jumaat nanti baru balik samarahan sana.. huhu.. sepanjang kami nda di rumah si kucing kami pula hilang.. HILANG!!! banar2 hilang tu.. masok hari ni 3 hari dh dia hilang.. si kucing tu mcm family kami dah.. ayah memang sedih sgt2 sebab tu kucing dia.. kesayangan dia juga..

ni la si kucing tu..che'mat nama dia..

mcm 1 kehilangn besar ja bila dia hilang..ya la kan..dia ni y selalu teman ayah p kebun..p mancing..ayah mandi pun dia ikut jgk..KACIAN dia.. >,<

:: maulidur Rasul di perantauan...kunun nya... ::

mau seminggu dh sy kt brunei..
rindu mau balik samarahan sana..
rindu mau p kuliah...
rindu mau jumpa housemate...
rindu mau jumpa si Messi..
rindu juga mau jumpa nacissistic prince...
lama lagi baru balik sana tu...
ya la kan..sini mana dapat mau msg2 urg kat sana..
esok maulud nabi dh...
kat bandar komfem ramai urg..
tgk urg berarak lagi..
sultan pun mesti da jugak...
hari ni x p mana2..
salai daging kambeng ja kt umh..
ayah balik samarahan sana sudah..
sebab?? dia rindu sama kucing dia..
bha..bha..im off dulu ya...
kunun nya..mau sambut maulidur Rasul kt perantauan y xseberapa jauh nya ni..

photos story..

photos taken at Brunei...
from 31 Jan to 1st Feb...

ni masa baru smpai brunei..

ni still lagi dlm bas..

tempat paling sy suka..pet shop..

31st Jan..jum pg mkn..

adek..

ebay n mak..

ni pulak..ayah n sy..

nahhh...gong xi fa cai!!

si twin..

adek lagi...

that's all photos y sempat d ambik..
rasanya kt adek ade lgi byk..
btw.. sekarang ni xsehat..muntah2 la pulak..
pregnant kot..?? =.= huahahaha...gila!! main2 ja la..
belom kawen lg ni... astaghfirullah...

thankful for the save journey~

at last..kami smpai jgk kt Brunei dgn selamatnya.. Alhamdulillah..
tgk wajah gembira si abg...hahaha...makan ja keja kami hari ni..
sy pulak? tdo ja byk..
but..kat cni xdpt nak msg urg kt sri aman sana..
mahal sgt charge 1 msg.. huhu..
seminggu..berlalu la dgn pantas ya..
rindu dh ngn urg2 kt sarawak sana tu.. >,<
semalam result exam kuar.. sekali lagi.. Alhamdulillah..
pass all subject.. but.. pointer da turun pulak..
nanti2 sy kasi gmbr aktvti sy kt cni ya... nak tdo dulu..
im off...adios..

brunei..!! here i come!!!

yeahaa!! off..off..off..today we're going to brunei..
not for having a holiday ya..
it's just to meet my brother n sis there..
not much to say here..
da kwn y awal2 dh pesan ole-ole ni..
haha.. apa ja y ada kt sana.. @.@'
later on la cari kan..
that's all for today..
sampai nanti update lagi...
i'm off...have a good day all..

annoying reason?

xda apa sgt nak sy kasi tahu pasal topik atas ni sebenarnya.. apa y sy tahu sy rasakan cuti sem ni sgt membosankan.. fb pn makin bosan dh.. xda pa2 y penting pun kan.. blog ni pun sy malas mau update.. sebab xda keja, ni la keja sy..update je la kan.. pasal fb..mesti da y tertanya2 knpa sy dxtifvte fb sy.. mesti ada juga y x kesah pun.. okay.. sy pun xkesah pasal org lain.. knpa sy tutup fb sy? hrmm.. annoying reason.. i would say that its boring.. (wlpun tu bukan alsan sebenar).. sy da sebab tersendiri la kan.. privacy maybe... haha..
kadang2 sy rasa mcm sy sedang kejar bayang2 ja.. (keluar topik jb keh).. ya la.. sy ingatkan bila sy ambil peduli seseorg.. org tu akan hargai.. but.. its seem to be useless.. so.. knpa mesti kejar sesuatu y bukan diciptakan utk kita.. (manusia memang kdg2 b'tindak buduh).. jujurnya.. sy perlu give up.. memang la senang kata nak give up kan.. i'll try my best.. wlpn sy tau org2 tu xkesah tentang sy.. its really hurt actually.. but.. nevermind.. sy harap dia sedar ja.. sehari ja lagi tinggal.. i'll be back to brunei.. bye2 samarahan.. okay..tu ja... adios~ ^^

::just an ordinary day..::

wow..its 22 January 2012..i'm 23 years old already..
yes..it's the day when i'm born in this world..
nothing special bout that actually..
just..really thankful cz Allah give me a chance to live here..be a muslim..(although i'm still lack in everything)
really proud to be born in a family full of smile..fill with laughter..an ordinary family..
hrmm..today..nothing happen..but..i got so much wishes from my friends..
thankz a lot guys..
yet..yesterday..i met my best friend..having fun with them.,.did not have much picture with them..
they really filled my day..after 2 and a half years,,we meet again yesterday..just..be a sweet memory for me..

here..two of them..another friend of mine still talking with his brother  when i capture this pic..

that night..before i sleep..i got a wish from the narcissistic prince..thankz prince..^^
i though that he's forgotten bout this day..
early in the morning..i got a phone call from my housemate..nur aine zainal..also wishing my birthday..
haha..although today (22nd January) is just a boring..ordinary day..i'm still thankful to be born in this day..
and,,,it's still can be another memory of mine..^^

::i wish for my birthday::

mengira detik-detik utk umur bertambah,,
hehe,,i'm not a little girl anymore..
not a little princess that i always dream too..
perhaps..im gonna be a beautiful Siti Khadijah..
wahaha..is't too much??
tomorrow..it gonna be my birthday..
i know that there would no special thing gonna happen..
just the same day as before..
the same dorky birthday for people like me..
i didn't have much special memory during my birthday..
u know what.. it just another boring day for me..
i only love my birthday during i'm in secondary school..
then..it all stop there..
there's no more memory about that..
last year??
i celebrate my birthday with my cat..so well..i'm a dork u know..
but yet..i do have a wonderful..pretty wish during that historical day right??
i wish...i could blow the candles when i'm at a beach..celebrate it with people i love..
have a present from the love one...perhaps..
then..i really wish that i get a rabbit for my birthday..hihi..they're sweet bha..

see...comel kan..sy mau rabbit ni..>,<

more..i wish i could see a sunset during that day..and..a sunrise..

most important is..i wish i could celebrate that day with all people i love..

:::therefore..i wish all my dream comes true:::

narcissistic prince of mine~

in front of me is a cool sight..
but i get to see it next to a handsome guy..
i get excited looking at you & secretly fall to you..
really, so handsome.. so warm..
gently, your beautiful soul..
your smile like a warm sunshine.. so sincere..
i'm glad that you're my boyfriend..
can i tell you that i miss you everyday..?
miss a lot about you..?
i'm missing all your jokes..
all your fairy tales stories..
and the way you smile..
the day you've fallen to me..
i'm really thankful for that..
and..
i'm glad that happen too..
now..
i want to say something..
since i''ve never tell you this..
Please don't stop loving me narcissistic prince..^^   

here.. the narcissistic prince of mine..

hari-hari terakhir kuliah sem 1, 2011/2012~

happy face..

mr.nick gani @ mr.chocolate

and this..us~ (WA22)

little toyol, princess, monster

she's wanie..keropi..^^,

princess n me!!

the great haziq & monster..(tdo ja keja)

these picture was taken during ED n Basic Concepts class..

hope not to repeat this class..

all the best all for the final exam...!!